she needs someone to save
her and drive away her fears.
hands as cold as the grave,
her face both wet from tears
and sticky with dripping spit.
she breaks into a cold sweat,
struggling to keep down the vomit.
but to yourself you do remind
tomorrow morning she'll forget
when she asked and you resigned
that deadly deed promised to commit.
All around me ash is falling like snow
And there's this wonderful orangey glow,
From a burning desire that you'll never know.
---
You're the sun in my world.
Without you there is no day,
No reason to wake, only to lay
Waiting for the sun to rise
And light my darkened skies.
one thing leads to another
and we're commiting treason.
two tears fall unexpectedly
without rhyme or reason.
three people in the same boat,
up the creek and without a paddle;
simply trying to stay afloat.
four a.m. and drifting again,
a million questions bursting within.
I don't need drugs for my mind to wander off without me,
Because there it goes again, off to some place far away
Where my memories are a viscous pool; where my dreams
And desires flow evenly, mixing reality and fantasy.
My mind drags me along, pulling me downward,
Struggling is useless - I'm suffocating, choking on past pain,
Slowly being crushed by the weight of broken dreams.
I need a hand to pull me out, and I'm reaching for yours
But you don't see me - am I too deep in this misery?
Everything is fading fast when it comes burning up my throat.
I shiver and shake, feebly gripping the cold porcelain as
My stomach takes another lur
Shall I compare you to an infection?
You are more deadly and more contagious.
Treatment attempted with medication,
Still my heart remains unadvantageous.
Side effect of the antibiotic
Sends my view of reality askew,
Or maybe youre making me psychotic
Because I cant help but smile at you.
As these symptoms continue to persist,
The doctors say that efforts are in vane.
My failing immune system cant resist
This deadly disease attacking my brain.
Despite this there is something I must say:
I will love you forever and a day.
she needs someone to save
her and drive away her fears.
hands as cold as the grave,
her face both wet from tears
and sticky with dripping spit.
she breaks into a cold sweat,
struggling to keep down the vomit.
but to yourself you do remind
tomorrow morning she'll forget
when she asked and you resigned
that deadly deed promised to commit.
All around me ash is falling like snow
And there's this wonderful orangey glow,
From a burning desire that you'll never know.
---
You're the sun in my world.
Without you there is no day,
No reason to wake, only to lay
Waiting for the sun to rise
And light my darkened skies.
one thing leads to another
and we're commiting treason.
two tears fall unexpectedly
without rhyme or reason.
three people in the same boat,
up the creek and without a paddle;
simply trying to stay afloat.
four a.m. and drifting again,
a million questions bursting within.
I don't need drugs for my mind to wander off without me,
Because there it goes again, off to some place far away
Where my memories are a viscous pool; where my dreams
And desires flow evenly, mixing reality and fantasy.
My mind drags me along, pulling me downward,
Struggling is useless - I'm suffocating, choking on past pain,
Slowly being crushed by the weight of broken dreams.
I need a hand to pull me out, and I'm reaching for yours
But you don't see me - am I too deep in this misery?
Everything is fading fast when it comes burning up my throat.
I shiver and shake, feebly gripping the cold porcelain as
My stomach takes another lur